Apathetic Feelings For A Pathetic World

by Apathy (Colorado)

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1.	The Solution 02:49	info
2.	Lost All Hope 04:15	lyrics	buy track
A dark, shadowy grave Forming lifeless boundaries All of this time I wasted Falling for loves I've tasted I mourn Between these worlds I'm torn Why is it me, always at risk? Why can't I be safe for a minute? In this world I trust, not a fucking thing Too many times I lust Dying for a cause All my hope is lost Insides spilling out Too many loves I've lost Dwelling on the pain I've lost everything Now you bleed for me You bleed Say you'll bleed for me, yeah And now I close my eyes And I dream Slow death, creeping low Fall for my own lies And so, I return to the place I came from All alone Yeah The feeling is gone Cries and deafening screams of torment haunt my soul No more Hoping for someone to make me happy and erase the pain No more Depending on others to bring me closer to destiny No more Counting on broken promises to clear the slate clean No more No more A dark shadow, erased A dark shadow All of this time I wasted Answers nowhere to be found I've lost grip on what’s right from wrong
3.	For This I Bleed 03:29	lyrics
Counterfeit All you fools make me sick You're nothing, but dumb-shits You're all lost in reality Searching for acceptance from morons Putting on a front For what? You're masquerading, fucking wannabes Pussy-shits releasing weak-ass hits Millions of bucks and chicks The mainstream is a monopoly No room for those who are reaching for Spilling guts on the floor In this joke, the music industry Denying doubt Pursuing dreams Turned inside out A harrowing scream Living for a hope not lost before Nor will it ever become a lost, fucking fantasy 'Cause I will try to live my fucking life knowing I never lied to myself about what's real to me It'll never fail My longing for the day When our music's played Our everlasting integrity Denying doubt Pursuing dreams Turned inside out A harrowing scream Fucking blind labels' greed Left behind For this I bleed Do you believe in fate? Well, do you? Fucking weak-ass songs plague the airwaves Fucking nauseating noise played I'm wondering how it came to be Fuck it all Yeah, fuck them all Say fuck you all Now fuck you Fake-ass pricks Just come suck this dick and fucking swallow it You retarded, confused, shallow breed On your knees Bow to this gratefully Maybe you'll finally see that your style ain’t shit You're a wannabe Your identity is a mystery You are not real to me You're undeserving of my sympathy Apathy equals non-conformity A threat to majority Helping instigate brutality For this I bleed
4.	Dying Eyes 05:01	lyrics	buy track
And they died The look in their eyes Unconscious surprise Unknown terror It's concrete in their eyes They were taken Death's form in children What were they thinking? Not a Goddamn thing They were gravely mistaken Mistaken Fucking cowards There are no words to describe the void that you left inside Your lives In vain Your minds Insane What made you think you had the fucking right? What the fuck? You had no fucking right Taken Un-living Past forgiving A place on earth that we can call hell But we're lucky enough to call it home Fucking pussies Two minds, so weak What made them think they'd accomplish a thing? I'm sorry to the victims and their families We all share in your grief Weak-minded motherfuckers Dying Eyes How could this be? This can't be happening to me My mind's now free Eternal serenity Fucking freaks My mouth can't scream I can't let these fucks take my life from me But if I can hold on, I might make it to see another day Crouched on the floor Horrors outside the door I am numb to everything, except complete fear I turned to God that day I looked for His help that day In hopes that I could go away Just go away and see my family But know some died A whole world cried They lost their precious lives for nothing What's so wrong, that our young think they have to kill to be heard at all? Fucking why have innocent died? We're truly sorry Respect to you and our love to you And we hope that you make it through But fuck those two that fucking put you through insane shit that you should have never had to go through Weak-minded motherfuckers
5.	I'm Not Much (At All) 05:18	lyrics	buy track
You're lovely Send chills through me And as time passes, you'll forget me 'Cause I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm not much, at all Don't want me Don't look at me Just through me 'Cause I'm used to it It's my most precious gift to you 'Cause I'm nothing, yeah I’m nothing, yeah And I'm not much I’m not much, at all Don't leave me, please Don't even care to get to know me You could be everything to me But I'll always be nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing You're lovely And I wish that I could be something to you Instead I'm nothing, yeah I'm nothing Yeah and I'm not much I’m not much, at all I'm nothing You're lovely I'm nothing You're lovely So very lovely So very lovely
6.	Away 04:49	lyrics	buy track
It hurt me greatly on that day I paid to give part of me away It was fucked up I'm fucked up I threw you away Away On that sad day, part of me died My child is gone It hurt me inside Such a selfish thing What if it was me? Now I know I'm wrong You'll never know me Such a wrong thing Suddenly everything's gray Gray Come back 'cause I'm empty I helped to kill a precious being Thrown out Away I'm so full of doubt It turned me inside out I'm such a worthless creep Dark feelings come over me Now I'm incomplete I love you I miss you What a horrible thing that I've done Oh, please come back to me I'm sorry for the fucked up thing that I've done to you I'll never be the same An unconscionable Unreasonable Incomprehensible Fucked up thing that I've done Oh, please come back to me I'm sorry I should have never fucked up this bad and at your expense No What was I thinking? A beautiful thing, I took it and threw it away I feel incomplete Will you ever forgive me? I can't help but think that maybe I'll meet you one day I'm sorry to my beautiful, dead offspring Forgive me That's it That's all I can say Away So wrong So wrong
7.	The Inspiration 01:05	info	buy track

about

Ripped directly from the studio Master.
A very limited number of physical CDs were manufactured by the band.

Line-up:
Brian Ortiz Jr. - Vocals
Dru Majors - Guitars
Tino Romero - Bass
Elan Schwartz - Drums, Keyboards

credits

released July 20, 2001

Recorded, engineered, and mastered by Dave Otero at Hellion Studios. Boulder, CO. July, 2001
Produced and mixed by Apathy and Dave Otero
All music written, arranged, and performed by Apathy except 2 & 3, written and arranged by Apathy and Miro Shulla
All lyrics by Brian Ortiz Jr.
Logo created by Brian Ortiz Jr., designed by Tino Romero
Artwork by Tino Romero
Copyright 2001