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Loneliness is upon me
Approaching depression, I cry
Go
Ignoring my own wish for support
Enjoying the misery
Remembering the days of old
When she was with me
Oh, she was with me
When the flame was extinguished, so was I
No wish to live since then, I died inside
Pounding out aggression on myself
Self-torment
In my own reality
Away from the rejection
Suicide was my way out and I feel so cold
I never knew it could feel so good when I'm all alone
It's getting dark as I take my life in this blissful way
I dry my tears, close my eyes, and realize that today was a good day
Of a life once mine
Remembrance of innocence lost
Remembrance of lust at dawn
Repugnance
I fucking hate this
Relying on my integrity
I have none
Relying on my integrity
I have none
Dying, I dream of the love, for which I strived
With every tear, a salute to my worthless life
Digesting the rancid taste of love denied
Losing all my hope
I cried for the last time
I turn it into rage
A broken man's masquerade
Dealing with all the pain
I died on that day

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from Of Dreams and Perpetual Misery, released August 20, 1996

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Apathy (Colorado) Aurora, Colorado

Mile High Metal band from Colorado, USA. Formed in 1996. Went on indefinite hiatus in 2011.

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